Baby It's Fact

Last night I went out to a late dinner with a few of my friends and my boyfriend, since we hang out with different people it was kind of awkward. Most of the dinner we were off together laughing about stuff my friends hadn't head of yet because I spent most of my summer with him and not them. My bestfriend Alyssa really likes him she thinks we're a good match. She's going away for three weeks on tuesday to Italy I'm going to miss her so much because shes really the only girl I get along with really well at my school. Most of the other girls I really don't like. And they know how much I dislike them so its hard to be around them.


Mannn, everytime I try not to think about him like stupid things come on in a song or I see something that reminds me of something he did. Hes my everything right now. Its like I've never been so certain about a guy, and when I was I got completely blindsided. I was actually reading something I had written to that guy its like everything I thought I felt for him was real but with Nyjill its like 98940923840293842093 times stronger. I love feeling that I'm sure and that one part of me isn't praying on a miracle.


My question for you today is do you love life? Are you 100% certain or is there a part of you hoping, wishing that you won't mess it up? Or are you just taking life one step at a time?

Well I do love life, and I know we're all eventually gonna die blah blah blah but right now in this moment I truly believe it can't get better. I'm infinity percent certain. I do take life one step at a time but I wish my heart could stay in this moment forever.


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