Why Oh Why Am I So Aggravated

Hi I'm Cammie btw, I'm not white.



I am black and I'm fuckin proud of it but I don't just listen to hip hop, just talk in a certain way or just dress in one certain way. Fuck, I don't do a lot of things you would stereotypically say "black people do" Im diverse and I like different things. I'm not stuck in one way of life and I like that about myself and if people don't fuck them. They aren't someone I want to be surrounded with. I know people are going to think "Oh this blog was written about Deondrey" but no it wasn't because he probably was just joking, it just started to make me think about how many times someone has said that ignorant shit to me and I just let it slide. Because I don't like getting fustrated cause when I do its bad I start saying shit I don't mean.


But now that I have that off my chest here are the other reasons why I'm pissed. Nyjill came to me yesterday with this "maybe we should take a break" bullshit. And then when I started to look upset he took it back all fast. Yeah I did want him to take it back but wtf I wanna know why he came to me with that. I haven't talked to him since and it hurts fuckin bad knowing this is how it might end. I wanna fix whatever happened. Ugh whatever I really didn't wanna think about that shit.


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