your warmth is crashing down on me

so i been tryna study but the bew is on the phone and refuses to stay quite so im reading all the endings to this french shit UGH i hate studying with a passion, i cant even concentrate for long enough to want to study blahhhhhhhh.


things have been actually pretty good lately, i have nothing to complain about except the fact that exams are right around the corner, because he has been keeping that goofy ass smile on my face :]

kinda distancing myself from other people though so i gotta stop that, jordan got mad at me last night when i told him i couldnt come to downtown cause i promised alys that i'd help her study french for a while, ughh dont know whats going on with him he stays getting mad at me lately

"weekend love is all that i could offer him so when i come back im more like a foreigner"

whatever im not trippin to hard over it because when he does it to me he acts like i cant say shit about it so fuck him for now, he can call me when hes a little on the calmer side cause i cant take his friggin drama ugh


I LOVE MY BEWZ.

me: k, i really need to study now
him: .... so i'll help love
me: NO YOUR A DISTRACTION
him: FINE i love you BYE
-click-


im mad he got all mad like FINE UGH then was all nice to me after, actually im not mad he made me smile so now all im gonna thing about is when am i gonna get a chance to call him back instead of studying UGH. k im bout to try LIKE SERIOUSLY THIS TIME ... :]


[mc lovin]chikka chikka yeahhh[/mc lovin]


PEACE&SHIT.