you lookin sad and lonely

ugh @ me being the saddest girl in the world these days, no im not fuckin emo i'm just pissed off shit always takes a turn for the worst ALL THE FUCKING TIME i can't catch a break i swear to god, when i think shit is about to turn out exactly how i want i get smacked in the face with some serious bullshit, i thought '08 would turn out better than '07 but seems like i'm getting left with the same shit i did last year.

i miss him im not gonna lie i really do, but i dont even want to talk to him cause its like everytime i get sucked in like some kinda fuckin idiot .. i have more brains than that but with him its a different fuckin story apparently :[

and my ex wanted to be sweet and cute with me yesterday then today act like a complete douche "oh, i was just playin bout takin you on a date .. why we needa date to get back together we been on a bunch " NIGGA CAUSE ITS CUTE :\ blahh, thought he was tryna make an effort guess not eh

goshness i missed lorenzo yesterday i realized how boring people on my list are, hes like thee coolest one i can talk to him bout the most random shit and he still makes me laugh but still i need to gain some new friends to go along with him some of you are gettingg really old & im never on when deondrey is on BLAHFSD, i missed him too :[